Singled Out

(continued from previous post dated 21st Feb '06)
The parents of the lady from Canada, were orginially from
Hyderabad, but she was born and brought up in that
country. She seemed to have everything one could dream
of, except a satisfactory conjugal life! Her husband lived off
her earnings with scant care for her or their kids.


kband - its that day of the week which allows me the leisure of
looking back at the days gone by, the work achieved, the differences
resolved, the goof-ups made, the people met.....but am always
reminded of that one person from far far away, whoz conspicuous
by her absence...........hope u r fine, doing ur work efficiently,
handling the challenges successfully, glowing radiantly and
remembering me occasionally :-)



sim - Hum aap ko kaise bhool sakte hain.....aap se he toh hum apne
dil ki baaten karte hain. I feel so very close to u that I am able to
share my happiness....my misfortune.....my ups and downs
throughout the week. So rare to encounter someone through this
medium and feel so deeply connected.
Well, a lot has happened since the last time we chatted. He finally
walked off.....running away from his responsibilities. It is so easy
for him to just pack up and leave. Not a concern for the children or
what hurdles lie ahead for me. Khair isiliye hum aaj kal online nahi
aa rahe the.....spending time with the children and sorting out
things. If i get a chance I will let u know. Take care.



kband - I felt a lump inside me as i went through your mail. though
u've tried not to show it to the outside world, the sorrow dripping
from ur words was very much perceptible to me. and i owe it to u,
allowing me the privilege of coming close to the softest core of ur
bleeding heart. i wanted to do something desperately, to help u
both, to restore some harmony in ur lives....but guess i'm far too
incompetent in such things. so ur despondency is mine too, and
deep down, i feel inadequate and helpless at the unfortunate turn
of events.I sincerely hope and pray that u'll be able to come out
stronger and more determined from this experience. i also wish u
true and pure happiness in life, which i'm certain will be urs in the
near future coz of the golden attributes that u possess in abundance.
a real testimony to that is reflected by ur loving approach towards
me despite all the difficulties u are beset with....May God be with u
and ur family, always.



sim - Hum kitni bar aap ko msn per check kiye hoping that by some
chance u might be logged in but to my disappointment u were not
there. At times hum aap ko bahut miss kiye....aap se baat ker ke....
aap se baaten share ker ke dil halka mahsoos karta hai. Zindagi
kahan le jati hai kisi ko pata nahi....hum ek aise mor per khare hain
jis ke aage ka rasta hamey saaf dekhai nahi de raha. Sonch sonch ker
thek gaye....apni taraf se toh bara saal se karte aa rahe hain...I have
no more strength to go through this pain. You know for once I am
really at peace. I don't know how the destiny is laid out but I believe
whatever happens it is for a reason and I hope and pray that things
work out for the betterment of the children.
How are things at ur end. Drop a line if u get a chance. Take care.
Hope to see u online soon.



kband - I know u must be very busy, trying to sort out everything
in your life and charting out a smooth course amidst the troubled
waters. I can well imagine the pressures u have to overcome and
manage everything single-handedly and what kind of demand that
puts on the precious time u have at ur disposal. So I dont want to
impose myself in any way, except to express my desire to hear
from you at ur convenience. I'm doing alrite, financial year ends in
March here so dont have to stretch too much these days, perhaps
the time's ripe for a change in job...before it gets to stale....



sim - It has been a long time since we last chatted.....I just logged in
the very first time after few weeks. My system crashed so had to
clean-up and reformat it again. Though it doesn't take that long to
have that done but the problem was in finding someone reliable to
do it and the most important of all finding time to take it to the
store to get it fixed. Finally last week managed to drop the hard
drive off at the store to reinstall windows xp and upgrade the
memory. I am so glad to have this up and running.....have been
sitting here for last hour or so reinstalling some of the files. Gosh
this feels nice to be able to connect again.
So how have u been? Kids and I are doing fine. Hope to see u soon
online. Take care.


(to be continued)