Personal Stake

(continued from previous post dated 19th Feb)

The heart was beating a wee bit faster. The pulse, though
not exactly racing, couldn't just be kept normal as it was
being increasingly evident that she didn't dislike me after
all. Could that help me get a glimpse of a hidden world -
would I be able to take sneak peeks into domains I had
found difficult to venture. I needed her undivided
attention for that, get close and personal, my stake
was rooted in this urge.


lea - Shame on u for borrowing my opening line !!! So I
am going to cheat on you this time;-))OH Rana I simply
LOVE ur mails. And no harm in letting you know, that I
had guessed as much about ur "personal stake".......but
due to my shy nature (read "cautious") couldnt reveal
before getting the truth from the "horse's mouth". See,
I can be naughty too ! Now, since you are "pleading" me
for some "personal" attention, I am going to "allow" you
to write to another id. I am going to send you a mail
from there (I havent used that id as yet, so u will be the
fortunate one), and then you can reply. I think this is
enough leg pulling for today....now an important question,
is it possible to receive mails from other ids to the the one
u currently have. I am not too sure about that. Anyway,
we'll find out, let me send the mail. Or else you will also
have to choose another id for you.
Oh come on now, lets do away with our too many
formalities (oh dont get ideas now) like "you don't have
to give in to my banter" etc etc........thats taking up too
much space in the letter. Its understood that we like each
other's mails, so from now on, we will just write and write.
dont worry, i am not going to block ur id ever, promise,
unless you turn naughty ;-)) which i know you wont.
Oh, I have decided to be become more revealing (with
my name that is.....what were you thinking, silly?).....but
wondering as to whether i should give you my real name
or my nickname........ummmmmm, let me see..........the
barter should be on equal terms right ? U have given me
ur nickname, so here's mine - Dil thaamke baitheye !!!!!!!
NOOOO, i suddenly decided that i am not going to reveal
anything (hee hee)
come on now, dont be grumpy........read on........
Ur choice of musicians seems to be exactly matching mine.
right now I am listening to "Amaar shokol niye boshe achi
shorbonasher ashay". How can I not like rabindrasangeet?
And my allergy towards Ash for diff reasons altogether, I
mean Bond girls should be far too sexy (excuse my
language) and revealing (now in the real sense) than our
Ash could or should be. Nandita Das is also one of my
recent favourites, and u dont have to tell me what u felt
like, most of my friends are guys, so i know ! Brook
shields was a rage once, she started a trend for thick eye-
brows, do you know ? Well, I suppose no, coz she had far
too may things to arouse ur interest ;-)) I havent
watched any of her movies, though.
I dont know whether u have net access at home, i have.
Am i going to receive any mails from you in the weekend?
Your mails are wonderful to read, feels very different.
You flatter me too much when you say my mails can
bring peace and happiness to you. May be you do this
only to receive more mails from me, may be you say
this to all your numerous e-pals. Just kidding !
Ok then wish you a very good night ! Mail soon.
My parents call me "MAAM". Please try to pronounce
it right, I hate it when people get it wrong. Add
Ma(mother) with Aam(mango) and there u go.
I have several other names, but some other day.
And remember your promise, dont call me by this
name please.

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Hopeless , simply hopeless !!! The Indiatimes mailbox,
the new id i gave you in the last mail. It keeps giving
some internal error, tried to send a mail to u thrice.
Offf, that just wont do. So for the time being, please
continue to mail me here.............and do not worry about
my attention wavering. Believe me if you want to, my
inbox has been cleared of all mails, exceptept yours
which i read over and over again. And this was before
you told me anything about the new id. So, i guess this
could be as much up, close and personal as you wanted
to get ;-))Good night !
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Was going through your profile in detail for the first time.
While I download msn messenger for my dear fiance who
wants to chat with me, let me ask you some questions on
ur profile (i ask too many of them dont i ?)1. Whats ur
date of birth ? 2. Are u a true scorpio with the sting:-))
I have quite a few scorpio friends with who i have had
varied experiences (now, dont read b/w the lines), want to
see how similar/diff u r.3. Where do ur parents live ? Do
they still live in Golpark ?4. How many brothers and
sisters do u have ? My msn messenger is not yet done......
16% to go. So I can continue to bug u for some more time.
What do u generally do on week ends ? Do u need to go to
office ? U mentioned something about a one hr drive to ur
office, do u have a car ? which model ? I got a Zen last yr,
my first car, i gifted my parents. I am going to Shopper's
Stop today with papa and ma. they have promised to buy
me things , oh i am so excited. never been to that place
before. is there one in delhi ?Okey dokey..........messenger
is done ! Wont disturb you for some time...........may be
again in the night. tata !See ya.........


kband - Hi M. I got all ur mails even those sent from ur
indiatimes id. I'm not in office today, even though we're
working. Given my Alto for servicing (hottest car for the
hottest guy:-))and few other long-pending acivities to
take care of. I'm sending this mail to u fm my rediffmail
id, u may reply wherever u want. Let me know how ur
shopping jumboree went, what all u picked up n for
whom...R


lea - Dear R, the "M" thing was sweet, liked it ! I got tired
of the indiatimes mail, stupid service. luckily, u received
the mail. So i decided to use my usual id, this is the only
one i use. This was the small surprise.......hope i havent
disappointed u :-)) So u think Alto is the hottest car
around, i am going to disagree on that. Zen is hotter.
but whether u r hot or not....i really cant say, u've been
pretty cool with me. So, is K. Banerjee ur real name ?
U see, i had guessed ur surname right ? I am the beauty
with brains(hee hee). I am planning to buy quite a few
things, like a salwar suit, some hot tops, may be some
earrings to go with all that. i am planning to buy a nose
stud.....i know my papa is going to shout.....the problem
is i will buy them and then just stop wearing them all of
a sudden. sab mood pe depend karta hai yaar! my ma has
prepared fish fry (bong style) at home. ummm, doesnt
that sound mouth watering ?>hmmmm, chalo then, will
chip in later. Happy working, and servicing......Do mail
back ! M.....



(to be continued)